Sitting down today to update my results for May was a mental positive to the upside. Once again my memory was only as good as my most recent trades. I was fixated on the quick loss I took on the ES trade, especially since right after being stopped out for a loss it hit my downside target. For the last week I've just been thinking about how I lost -$275 instead of making $1000. So reviewing the scoreboard every now and then and looking at the overall is helpful. I wouldn't say I forgot about the other trades, but I was surprised to see that some of them were only 18 calendar days ago. They truly feel much older as hours feel like days when you've got a losing position on the books sometimes. For the last week or so I had a mental tally going and all it contained was the GOOG naked call and a few small trades that were basically a wash. I thought I was under $1000 for the month but it was higher. I think this is because I had a MTM gain on (MO) for a while that I had mentally already been considering a gain as it was deep ITM and just waiting to get exercised.
Many of you have been reading this blog may have noticed that my blogging frequency has increased over the past few weeks as I got short the market. As you can imagine I am down money since getting short the market, this is the time when most people pull away from posting. But my goal is to stay active and involved and show you that trading is not always rainbows and butterflies. It is times like these that the things I have been sharing over the past couple of weeks are so important. You need to trade small relative to your account. I have a decent short position in the market and my portfolios are set up to make some awesome returns if we finally turn lower. But something I would like to point out is that my account is 70% Cash. I learned a long time ago how important it is to live by the rules you preach. Because of my discipline I am able to continue to hold my positions, I have time and capital on my side. I can't stress enough how important it is not to get to big....

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